Feeling sad....

My sister had her 3rd baby boy today. I know they will circ, even after I have tried to convince her not to. I havent talked to her since trying to change her mind, but I imagine it will be done tomorrow or the next day. We are planning to go and visit them at the hospital tomorrow, and I just feel sick and sad knowing what he will go thur, and not knowing if it is already done, or if he is still perfect and the pain is yet to come. I'm just very sad about it. How can they look at his perfect body and decide to 'fix' it? How!!!???? Cause blood and scabs look so much better, ya right? I can only hope they dont mess it up as they did with her second son, so it 'has' to be redone because it dosn't look right. I just know how uncomfortable it is going to be and as much as I want to meet the newest member of the family, I'm very sad too.