The best of luck to you. I live in wv, and when I had my second preg. found a few dr.'s who were willing to try, then found out I was having twins. At that point I could not find one single ob who would even let me try. Like you, I just wanted the option and for the choice to be mine. I got the most help from a midwife, even though I was to high risk for her practice, she was able to give me the best information about who might be willing to help. I also found out that it is not just the dr. but the hospital. Most hospital's have banned the practice reguardless of what the dr would like to let you do. My thoughts and prayers are with you.