jrayne, first of all, your little girl is *adorable*!
Second, I found after being caffiene free for a year or so, gonig back to using caffiene judiciously when I really felt I needed it wasn't tough, and when I only used it occasionally, it actually woke me up - as opposed to the years of drinking caffiene constantly Just Because. So, taking some today doesn't neccisarily mean you're going to fall back down a hole! Don't lose heart and start taking Vivarin every day because you feel like you've failed. But, don't be afraid to take another one occasionally when you really feel you need it.
If it were me, I'd prefer a cup of tea to the Vivarin. I don't trust pills, even if the active ingredient is something familiar.
Anyway, I'm a tea addict. Has nothing to do with the caffiene, I just like a warm cuppa in my hand

Second, I found after being caffiene free for a year or so, gonig back to using caffiene judiciously when I really felt I needed it wasn't tough, and when I only used it occasionally, it actually woke me up - as opposed to the years of drinking caffiene constantly Just Because. So, taking some today doesn't neccisarily mean you're going to fall back down a hole! Don't lose heart and start taking Vivarin every day because you feel like you've failed. But, don't be afraid to take another one occasionally when you really feel you need it.
If it were me, I'd prefer a cup of tea to the Vivarin. I don't trust pills, even if the active ingredient is something familiar.
Anyway, I'm a tea addict. Has nothing to do with the caffiene, I just like a warm cuppa in my hand
