WOW! Hugs to you. Hang in there.I know great people who are on meds. similar to that - you have no reason to feel bad or funny - it does not sound like you do. That is great. If this will help you get through some of this stuff, then I am with you. If it is a lifelong choice, then that is great too.
I actually started on birth control pills to help regulate my ups and downs and it has helped me immensely - not to mention my face is not breaking out anymore!!!!
It is a lot of adjustments and cr*p we have to endure when making major life changes.
Keep up the good work and hang in there! Green