28 weeks and counting. Having to make a big decision because of finances. I have birthed two other children at home with my wonderful midwife, but this time we are having problems affording her. I am on medicaid so hospital birth means free birth.I am crushed<img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="/img/vbsmilies/smilies/gloomy.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="Gloomy">: at the prospect but my husband likes the idea. Welcoming any comments, advice or ideas.