I had my m/c back in July and I am still so bitter. I still hurt every day, get so sad when I see a pregnant woman and new babies and if someone else I know announces a pregnancy I think I will scream. I still just start crying for no reason and I feel like I am in a post partem depression, yet I wasnt even out of my first tri-mester when I lost my baby. No one else understands irl how I feel and I dont talk about it with anyone because I know after this long it really makes people uncomfy. People didnt know what to say or how to handle it when it happened and now its even worse. If I even try to talk to dh I automatically see the zoned look he gets on his face and I know hes not listening to me. He thinks I just need to go and get on happy pills. Its his answer for everything. Now I am starting to get stuff trickling in the mail from formula companies and diaper coupons, cord blood banking advertisments and all kinds of stuff. I somehow got signed up on all kinds of lists probably from the dr.s office and it sucks. My poor dh has to deal with the meltdowns when I get the crap. I wouldnt have used most of it even if I did have a baby to use it on. Sorry this is getting long and rambling, I am just having a really bad day today.