I feel like I'm frequently on the verge of losing it with my dd these days. She cries and whines a lot and I feel like I don't know how to deal with it anymore. My ds needs to be held almost all the time. I'm sleep deprived and emotionally exhausted. When my dh comes home from work 30 minutes late I'm ready to cry. I'm not getting more than the basics done around the house and I'm embarrassed about the toys everywhere and the crumbs on the floor. Is this just a temporary thing? Does it get easier when they're a little older? Have I just not found the right system to get more organized and feel happier? Ugh.