i'm in the process of separating from my childrens' dad. and he is still living here because he has no where to go. it is such a long story. he owes my dad money so i am letting him stay until he pays him back. but it is so difficult the other night he gave me a list of all the things i did wrong in this marraige. he keeps saying he doesn't want anything to do with me and that he doesn't love me. it is so hard to parent and be happy and be there emotionally for the children. i feel so rejected. dd sees me crying all the time. dh won't even talk to me. he is working more so he won't have to be in the house with me. i miss so much the person i married. it is so hard to act normal. i don't want to see a therapist. i want my husband to love me like he did befor. i feel like someone has died.