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Yeah like I WANTED to do it that way...Like I WANTED to be totally emotionally abandoned by the father of my child and care providers...Hell this time I dont even have a Cat to keep me company or put counterpressure on my pelvis.
Just because I *CAN* do it by myself doesn't mean I *WANT* to do it by myself..
Like for crying out loud, she only costs $300! It costs a hellof alot more to fly either my family or his family out here. Like I want to do that. For crying out loud...
I'm extremely hurt and extremely upset. I guess I should just ditch this whole homebirth idea, see an OB get an induction scheduled and schedule for childcare through the MFRC like a NORMAL person would do...
I dont need anyone...obviously...sheesh I WANT support I WANT someone who cares there...And I'm not gonna get it this time either...
Well at least he's being honest about it...unlike the bio-idiot..
I was hoping for so much more from him..I really was..