<p>2 Weeks ago tomorrow, I stopped BF my son, who is turning 2 on Friday.</p>
<p>The past two years BF my son have been the most rewarding thing I have done in my life so far.</p>
<p>We really struggled to establish BF and I the hospital the nurses were pushing for me to give up my dream of BF for a bottle.</p>
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<p>Needless to say we won that battle and nearly two years later we were still going strong,</p>
<p>however as my son got older, I was feeling under pressure to wean my son, people felt he was too old and that it was inappropriate to BF a toddler.</p>
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<p>I gave in to the pressure and 2 weeks ago, I stuck sticky bandages on my boobs and told my son, boo-boo sore.</p>
<p>He seemed to understand this and has fully accepted that boo-boo is now broken and he cant drink from me anymore.</p>
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<p>I will admit that I was please that he didn't get upset and that it was "easy" to do. But now I feel regret. I miss holding my son and cuddling with him a few times a day, and while it is great that he is now sleeping thru the night for the first time, I miss nursing him at night?</p>
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<p>I feel exhausted all the time and practically depressed, Is this normal, hormones or just regret?</p>
<p>The past two years BF my son have been the most rewarding thing I have done in my life so far.</p>
<p>We really struggled to establish BF and I the hospital the nurses were pushing for me to give up my dream of BF for a bottle.</p>
<p> </p>
<p>Needless to say we won that battle and nearly two years later we were still going strong,</p>
<p>however as my son got older, I was feeling under pressure to wean my son, people felt he was too old and that it was inappropriate to BF a toddler.</p>
<p> </p>
<p>I gave in to the pressure and 2 weeks ago, I stuck sticky bandages on my boobs and told my son, boo-boo sore.</p>
<p>He seemed to understand this and has fully accepted that boo-boo is now broken and he cant drink from me anymore.</p>
<p> </p>
<p>I will admit that I was please that he didn't get upset and that it was "easy" to do. But now I feel regret. I miss holding my son and cuddling with him a few times a day, and while it is great that he is now sleeping thru the night for the first time, I miss nursing him at night?</p>
<p> </p>
<p>I feel exhausted all the time and practically depressed, Is this normal, hormones or just regret?</p>