I'm so sorry you are going through this. When I was a few days PP I said to my friends and birth doula, how angry I was all the time at my DH and how justified I felt in that anger. She gamely responded "everyone hates their partner right after you give birth, everyone wants to move out and run away. Don't do it. Wait. You're hormones are going wild right now." Later on, these feelings persisted, but I could start to see that they were coming seemingly out of nowhere. I think it was an early indicator of PP Depression/Anxiety. My friend and MWs agreed that it isn't really true that everyone feels that way but they wanted me to not feel so alone in my feelings because many many women do feel that way, and much of it does come from the hormone rush. So yes, please call your doctor or mw and tell them you want the name of a support group for new moms, and or a counselor that specializes in new moms. You deserve to get the help you need to feel like you are on solid ground. My own DH and I recovered, and now laugh openly about how I had him walking on eggshells for months. (Which I have apologized for, and he gets that it wasn't me at my best.)