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I am still a bit shaken up about it. I took a nap tonight and woke up from a horrible nightmare about STBX. I dreamed that I went back to live with him only he was 100 times worse than he ever was before. I kept thinking "I have to get away from him I must escape from him" but only I couldn't because he would not leave me alone for even 5 minutes in my dream. He even followed me in to the bathroom in it <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/greensad.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="greensad"> It was horrible and I woke up having sweated through my clothes even though the room was cool because the AC was on, so it was from fear. It was horrible. I just needed to talk about it <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/greensad.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="greensad">
 

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I'm sorry. <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/hug.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="hug">
 

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<img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/hug.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="hug"><img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/hug.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="hug"><img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/hug.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="hug"> I am so sorry!
 

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You are safe now, sweetie.
 

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how awful! i'm sorry you had that nightmare. i think it is a message from yourself, just trying to make sure you never go back. obviously you won't . . . maybe it was an affirmation, a flash of what it would be like, to remind yourself that you have absolutely made the right decision. <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/hug.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="hug"> i hope you are healing well!
 

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I have found this site helpful at dream interpretation: <a href="http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/" target="_blank">http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/</a><br><br>
Sounds like it just might be a spillover from your reality, as well as an embodiment of your worst fears. Just your mind trying to work all of it out.
 

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Thanks everyone. I am sure it was because I have spent the last few weeks filling out the divorce paper work and thinking about it constantly. Now that that is over, I can move on to other things like applying for college. I wont have to think about him again until I get the notice of the mediation hearing.<br><br>
When I went back to sleep last night, I don't recall having any dreams, so that was good <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/smile.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="smile">
 
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