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I am so very angry with myself.<br><br>
She has been all over me lately. I mean, nursing more often than her 9 month old sister....constantly whining, just being a typical two year old (although she's only 23 months!) She said she was ready for bed last night, so I took her up and nursed her. She popped up after about 25 minutes "I get up?" so I told her that was fine, but that she wasn't getting more milk when she was ready for bed. She said fine. So, I'm putting infant to sleep about an hour later and she starts crying...."I want nilk, I want nilk." I asked her to get out, I told her to leave baby alone, she kept saying "No" "no" "No" <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/banghead.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="banghead"> I'm getting more and more annoyed. Then, I finally get infant to sleep and I go to put her down, and she's screaming at me that she wants milk. I told her no. (another subject, I am SOOOOO SICK of her nursing all the time, it truly is making my skin crawl every time she latches on....<img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/mecry.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="crying">) She wakes up infant. I get infant. Now both are crying. I put toddler in bed. She screams at me. I tell her to go to sleep. She yells no. I walk out of the room. She follows me. I put her back to bed. She follows me again. I told her to go to sleep. She yells no, I lost it. I got right down next to her and I kid you not,<img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/hide.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="hide">: this is what I said, in this terrible, almost growling voice "YOU STOP TELLING ME NO ALL THE TIME!!!! GO TO SLEEP!!!" and she just lost it. Screaming, crying, "Mommy, mommy, mommy...." And I lost it too...I sat down on the floor, holding both of my screaming, crying babies and crying myself.....<img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/bawling.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="bawl"><br><br>
Just one of the nights from hell...............I keep telling myself it will be over soon, but it just can't be soon enough for me.....<br><br>
Confession...it's good for the soul, right?
 

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<img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/hug.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="hug">s i had one of those days a couple weeks ago, horrible mommy moment, i scared even myself <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/mecry.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="crying"><br><br>
no advice just understanding and hugs<br>
hope you all are feeling better today
 

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i'm sorry you had such a horrible night...<br><br>
i will say that when i read this:<br><div style="margin:20px;margin-top:5px;">
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<table border="0" cellpadding="6" cellspacing="0" width="99%"><tr><td class="alt2" style="border:1px inset;">I am SOOOOO SICK of her nursing all the time, it truly is making my skin crawl every time she latches on....</td>
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my thought was ...then it is time to wean mama.<br><br>
If you're resenting every time she latches...if you're sick of it..then its not a healthy nursing relationship. I led my dd to wean at around that age cuz i was having the same feelings. Extended nursing isn't for everyone.<br><br>
wishing you luck and a better night tonight
 
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