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Seriously, I can't take this stress any more. I can't stand alone with no support and have th pregnancy or birth I want... SO... if I'm going to be miserable either way. I guess everyone else should be happy and I should just see the OB who makes me miserable, and deliver in the hospital that makes me sick just thinking about it and suck it up... I can't do this without my DH's support and he just isn't there. I've tried everything I know to help him recognize this is the right decision, and that it's important and nothing sems to be making any progress. He made me call his mother and address this with her and she made me more miserable. I stood my ground and told her I didn't agree with her assessment (she's a former NICU nurse and a trained L&D nurse so... of course anything short of continuous EFM is just idiotic ~~rolls eyes through the tears~~) and I know she's going to continue to undermine me with my DH and...
I can't even think about the baby at this point. I am so stressed about this whole situation that I can't sleep at night, the stress is causing me a lot of symptomatic troubles that make me even more miserable all the way around and I just can't take it.
I really don't know what else to do or why I'm posting or what to say.... I just had to get this out.
I can't even think about the baby at this point. I am so stressed about this whole situation that I can't sleep at night, the stress is causing me a lot of symptomatic troubles that make me even more miserable all the way around and I just can't take it.
I really don't know what else to do or why I'm posting or what to say.... I just had to get this out.