I'm so depressed because I was really getting excited about trying a HVBAC, but just got a quote from the only midwife I can find in our area that does homebirths....$3,900. I wasn't expecting it to be that much. My hospital birth was under $400 including all prenatal appointments. I'm just not sure we can swing that. I don't know, I was thinking it might be more around $2,000 which would have been hard but we could have done it. I'm so depressed thinking about it. I feel like my choices have been taken away. Birth centers won't accept me and other midwives because it would be a VBAC with an "unproven pelvis". My husband was barely on board before...he was scared but supportive because I felt strongly about it trying for a VBAC and a homebirth seemed like the best way to achieve that...but now he says no way. Ugh.