I just don't know how good I'll be. I've been in grad school full time for the last two years and now I'll be graduating on Sunday. I was home both of the past two summers with my 2 y/o and it was wonderful! The first month of both summer were an adjustment (the first b/c it was my first month of motherhood, the second b/c we were out of the rhythm of being home together). And I've been so, so, looking forward to being home with my babies, but I've never really done it with two for more than a day or two at a time. I took 2 months of maternity leave (kinda) when my second was born, but I usually took my toddler to daycare so I could have time to bond with the baby and get schoolwork done. Anyway, I'm feeling really nervous and scared about this. I've struggled with PPD and I recently went off my meds b/c I was gaining way too much weight and I knew that would make me depressed. I haven't gone back to the dr to talk about alternatives, but I find myself getting really frustrated easily. I know I'm making the right decision to stay home with them, but sometimes I doubt if it will be best. My toddler loves her daycare and they do all kinds of activities with them. I'm just so scared I'm making a mistake.