I just heard back from my OB today, and my hormone levels were only at a 14. No where near where they should have been. We had an early miscarriage. I'm pretty upset, but a tiny bit relieved at the same time, just to know why I was having all the bleeding and cramping. If we hadn't miscarried, I know I would have spent the rest of the pregnancy terrified that something was wrong.
I'm so sorry Kelli. It's so hard to lose something you want so much. Like I said on your other thread, make sure that you allow yourself to grieve. That was the best advice that I was given after my m/c in January. I hope that you can find peace.
I'm so sorry that you are having to go through this. I had an early miscarriage back in October, and while it's been tough, we just know that there is an angel watching over us in Heaven that we will see someday! Please let me know if you need anything or just a shoulder to cry on.
Oh Kelli, I am so sorry you are losing your Baby. Last Christmas I miscarried and there were and have been so many sad and heavy moments. Please be gentle with yourself and mourn in whatever way feels right. Take care. Huge