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I'm only 14 weeks pregnant but I am DONE. Seriously, I do not want to be pregnant anymore. In the past 14 weeks I've had the swine flu, 2 UTIs, a cough that's lasted for over a month (and still going), and most recently, a stomach bug with excruciating pain, vomiting, and diarrhea. I feel too weak to do *anything*-- I leave my house only when absolutely necessary and it feels like a Herculean effort just to straighten up the house. I have zero patience for my children and am yelling at them constantly. All they do is trash the house and fight with each other, and I don't even care anymore if one of them gets hurt. I get short of breath from yelling at them and it makes me angrier. I get short of breath from cleaning up after them and it makes me angry. I'm a miserable, hostile ball of venom. I've been to the doctor already, who gave me medicine that didn't help. I've spent well over $100 that we don't have on doctor visits and medicines for this cough. I forget what it felt like to be healthy. I forget why I wanted another baby. I just can't take this anymore! I'm crying out of self-pity right now.