Hello. My name is Meka. Im 20 years old and have 2 kids that are ages 2 and 3. I am also a single mom. This has made me strong but its kinda wearing off. I sometimes get discouraged and feel like there is no point for me being here. Im not suicidal or nothing but I get really depressed and wore out. It has nothing to do with money or things but life. My babys father is in jail right now and I really didnt have any help from him from the start. I get a couple of checks from him a month but it still doesnt replace him. I feel like Im putting all the pressure on my grandma and she is 59. Its time for me to handle the kids but they get on my last nerve. Its overwhelming and got to the point where I get 5 hours of sleep each day. I though I was strong but I am starting to feel like that no matter what I do I cant change this emotional and hard situation. Everyone else is moving up and Im staying in one place. What should I do?