I was anxious when I miscarried too, but only because I had no idea what was going to happen. I was very agitated and jumpy. Unlike you, though, I had well over an hour of contractions, then the feeling like i needed to potty. I squatted and pushed and out it came.<br><br>
I was in awe too. Mostly over the fact my body knew what to do even when I didn't.<br><br>
And, like you, I was not terribly sad, as there was no loss of life, just loss of the idea for the time being.<br><br><br>
Very sorry it happened to you too though. <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/hug.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="hug">