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I was thinking the same thing the other day. How much has changed in the past 2 years and how much I have chnged int he past 3. Ds's "father" has not seen him since christmas of '04 and he kept saying when I was pregnant what a good fathe he would be and how he wouldn't be a dead beat dad like most of his friends well he is worse than most of his friends are. Ds also would have no clue that he was his father. Ds has gone from a tiny little baby to a crazy little toddler
: I went from thinking I would ba a mainstream mom (before I was pregnant) thinking co sleeping breastfeeding and CD's were all weird well we still do all of the above
I remember when I first held Ds how scared I was knowing I would have ot raise this little baby to a become a fine decent young man and how scared I was knowing I would be doing this all by myself I knew that X would not be helping me he may have wanted to but mentally he would be of no help. I still at time have a little fear about it but I am at p[eace with it and in some ways think it is for the better. He has become such a nice little boy (for the most part
) he is actually polite and he cares for his cousins and myself and my grandmother and mother. He truely worries for them when they get emotional and tries to make them laugh and smile he will go up to us and hug us. I have changed in so many ways it is amazing when a I think of how I was and who I am today. We hopefully all be in wonderful places and happy places next summer
 
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