[Multimomma]

I haven't posted a lot, but wanted to say <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/wave.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="wave"><br><br>
I can't get on here very often, once a week or so, but I'll be here. Promise!<br><br>
I am having so many problems, though, being joyful in this pregnancy, since we've lost so many. With our last baby, we did a lot of progesterone to keep him in (and then he was two weeks overdue<img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/shy.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="innocent">) but we're torn on maintaining that level of bedrest and hormones. Is anyone else in the same position? I'm thrilled to have another one, but scared, and sick, and exhausted, and not even sure that we'll wind up with a baby. We have an appointment to check cervix and hormone levels on Friday (at 8 weeks)<br><br>
thanks for any support and/or thoughts.

 

[aslmere]

<img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/hug.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="hug"><br><br>
I am a little worried that my uterus is not going to be able to handle this pregnancy (previous rupture) But more worried about the end... but every cramp sends me running to the bathroom to make sure I am not bleeding.<br><br>
Positive thoughts for you that everything is sticking fine and you can breathe easy for the next 9 months!

 

[Multimomma]

thanks for the kind thoughts. I can only imagine the fear. How long has it been since your rupture?

 

[aslmere]

Well, you do have an idea. You are pregnant and worried. It isn't easy. There is so much going on.. so many hormones and emotions.<br>
ACK!<br><br>
I ruptured during labor with my 2 yr old ds and had an emergency cesearean, my first. I really hope it will be ok. For some reason I am more worried about adding another to the household than I am about the what if's....maybe because the what if's are scary.

 

[annettemarie]

(((Multimomma))) Welcome!

 

[Multimomma]

Thanks AM. It's hard to post. I keep thinking I should sub to the thread about pregnancy after loss, but that's hard too. Especially since I got to keep my last pregnancy. <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/redface.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="Embarrassment"> His entire pregnancy was crazy too. <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/redface.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="Embarrassment">