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<p>I am supposed to be 17 weeks, at the OB today there was no heartbeat and baby measured 13 weeks. </p>
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<p>Selfishly I am so freaked out at the thought of something being dead inside of me for 4 weeks, I feel so guilty for feeling this!</p>
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<p>And I cannot shake the feeling this is my fault-- I had subchorionic hemorrhage and while I took it easy I did do things like rake leaves and carry my 2 year old. I know logically that if raking leaves caused pregnancy loss there would be no humans left on earth but I still feel that somehow this has to be my fault! I know there are women who do all kinds of dangerous risky things while pregnant and have healthy babies but I still feel responsible somehow. Did I eat too much? Not enough? Was there one thing I did that tipped the balance?</p>
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<p>OB recommends a D&C because of the SH, I am concerned about excessive bleeding too, very concerned I might hemorrhage.</p>
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<p>Any thoughts, words, advice. Hugs to everyone who finds herself in this section of the board
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<p>Selfishly I am so freaked out at the thought of something being dead inside of me for 4 weeks, I feel so guilty for feeling this!</p>
<p> </p>
<p>And I cannot shake the feeling this is my fault-- I had subchorionic hemorrhage and while I took it easy I did do things like rake leaves and carry my 2 year old. I know logically that if raking leaves caused pregnancy loss there would be no humans left on earth but I still feel that somehow this has to be my fault! I know there are women who do all kinds of dangerous risky things while pregnant and have healthy babies but I still feel responsible somehow. Did I eat too much? Not enough? Was there one thing I did that tipped the balance?</p>
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<p>OB recommends a D&C because of the SH, I am concerned about excessive bleeding too, very concerned I might hemorrhage.</p>
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<p>Any thoughts, words, advice. Hugs to everyone who finds herself in this section of the board