I start back to work tomorrow. While there are a lot of positives, I am really, really, really going to miss my baby boy. I feel very fortunate to have had the option of staying home for the first 14 months of his life, but now some lucky person will get to spend more waking time with him than I do. I am trying not to freak out, trying to keep it all in perspective, the money will be nice and maybe we will be able to afford an actual house some day. It's just that we are the tightest unit, he and I, how do you let go?