I am so sorry... It is very hard.
This happened to us 10 years ago this coming March.
You absolutely must do whatever you think is right for you, I do not want to interfere, but sometimes I wish I had just let the miscarriage complete itself naturally...
It is ok and healthy for you to mourn your baby. Sometimes in our society, we do not "allow" families to do that, so please give yourself permission to do so.
Love and hugs during this difficult time...
~Wanda