Wow, I feel so blessed to have found you. My name is Lola and I have been a fan of Mothering Mag for over a year now. I recently started hanging around here and have already learned so much and feel a lot of support even though this is my first post. I have been spending a lot of time in the grief and loss section because back in September I lost my first baby when she was 12 days old. I miss her sooooo much. It has been the most challenging, profound experience of my life and now I am pregnant again. My husband and I are so excited for this new life but we are still grieving and processing what just happened 8 months ago. I am so grateful for this wonderful community and look forward to getting to know everyone. Thanks for being here!