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I don't know where to start, I just found out that I am pregnant, and I am scared, confused, and I have nearly no resources. I have a two year old homebirthed, breastfed, cloth diapered, unvaccinated, beautiful daughter that is so wonderful. I researched everything for her, and was completely prepared for my pregnancy, I could not ask for a more perfect child. But my life has changed significantly since my first pregnancy, I am divorced, my boyfriend is leaving the country permanently in 6 weeks, I have no job, so I decided to go back to school. My first thought was abortion, but I don't know if I could live with myself after. I am so torn, I just found out, so I have not made my mind up... I keep looking at adoption websites, and they seem like they are trying to sell me something, and it makes me feel very stressed... I don't even know if I will choose adoption, but they immediately show you pictures of familys and letters, and it is such a put off that I am now more torn than I was when I first started looking... does anyone know any good, unbiased, objective information that I can research before jumping into the biggest dicision of my life?