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I hate that I am not like other people who get to ttc knowing they will likely get pg within 6 months. I ttc knowing how very unlikely it is that I will get pg. <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="/img/vbsmilies/smilies/gloomy.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="Gloomy">: I hate to poas. I hate to wait for results. I hate second guessing every twinge or pain for either AF or being PG. I hate it. I hate it! I want a chance to be surprised that I am pregnant like all my friends. I want to not have to schedule my pregnancies with a fertility doctor. I want to make a baby with my husband in the privacy of our bedroom. I want to not have to research remedies for my husbands sperm count. I just want to be normal. <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/greensad.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="greensad"><img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="/img/vbsmilies/smilies/gloomy.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="Gloomy">:<br><br><br>
Oh got yet another BFN and went back and hour later to find an evap line and stared at it wishing that it wasnt an evap line, wishing it was pink. Then ofcourse I read the box only to find out that I did the test wrong. 4 drops of pee not 2. Do you think I want to do it again? NO I dont want to put myself through another neg. I told myself that I will wait for AF which is due on thursday. I certainly have all the symtoms for AF so why waist another test right. Ok I am so done.<img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="/img/vbsmilies/smilies/gloomy.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="Gloomy">:<br><br>
Thanks for letting me vent.
 

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I'm sorry. <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="/img/vbsmilies/smilies/hug2.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="Hug2"><img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="/img/vbsmilies/smilies/hug2.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="Hug2">
 

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I'm sorry, I totally understand, it STINKS!
 

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I'm so sorry. I wish I had some miracle cream that just made you pregnant. (and me) All I can say is that I know how you feel. I won't POAS becasue I can't handle the BFN. I figure once I've done all I can do by way of meds, BDing and whatever else, POAS won't make it happen or not. I just wait. I seem to go less crazy that way.
 
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