[Milkymommi]

Hey ladies! I've been thinking of you all and jonesing to get on here and read and talk. This has been SUCH an amazing resource of support and comfort for me that I was missing it super bad. We just moved our whole tribe to another state ( CT to RI ) and haven't had internet until yesterday.

The timing of the move worked out really well. Even though my little Micah was part of the reason we needed a bigger home and he's supposed to be here with us, I am so thankful that we are here. There are such good vibes in this house. It's an old colonial new england home from the late 1800's so it has lots of character. My favorite thing is the corner cabinet in the living room. We have set up Micah's pics, memory box and scrapbook along with the stuffed animal that he got at the hospital in that where he can be with us at all times. I have easy access to his things and they are right in the open for everyone to see.

I've had lots going on in these couple of weeks with regard to my road to healing and acceptance. I'm making progress, some days are better than others but I know now that I'm at least moving forward rather than feeling like I'm standing still in a sess pool of grief that overwhelms my every part. I'll detail more soon. I want to go see what's happening with all of you on the board. I'm way behind here. Just wanted to give an update on myself so everyone knows I'm ok.

 

[JayJay]

Helli! HUGE hugs - I was wondering what you were up to! Welcome back - I have to admit that I was a little worried there for a few days! It's nice that you're here.

XXX

 

[SMR]

Glad you're back and in a new great house!

 

[Fireflyforever]

I've been thinking about you and hoping you were doing okay.

The house sounds gorgeous and I hear you about the grieving. It's seven weeks and 2 days since we lost our darling Emma and I'm on the same path I think ... trying to keep moving through it, embracing the good days and just being when the bad days come.

Anyway, glad your back online.

 

[Milkymommi]

So good to be able to check in here. I just love seeing all of your posts! FireFly, our babies birthdays are just 5 days apart... as horrible as it is that we are both on this road, it is somehow a comfort to know that there are others who are in the same place on the same road. Today was a good day but this evening has been a little tougher. I may just need to go to sleep. I'm feeling somewhat burned out.