Well, I always thought I would be a CNM and went to nursing school and worked in the hospital. Then I realized I didn't want to work around all the stress, politics, restrictions, etc. Plus CNM's are always having to jump through hoops, etc. We're losing them around here bigtime. If they do have a job, they're being used to do well checks and birth control and their clinical time is being cut. So they end up mostly in the office seeing a million clients a day. No thanks!
So I went the other way and will be sitting for the CPM in February (hopefully, I keep missing the deadlines/etc for various reasons like having a baby, etc.) I like the autonomy, setting up my own practice, having my own protocols, making my own hours, spending an hour with someone if I want to or need to, not intervening just because the "hospital policy states".
Someday I may become a CNM for three reasons: 1. I teach part time at the community college and I could teach classroom with a MSN and influence all those students 2. I would like to teach midwives 3. I would like the flexibility.
But it's hard to justify another 20-30,000 in school debt when I won't be making any more money than I am now. We have a good population for homebirthers in my area and I can make a decent amount of money between that and teaching nursing students. So why kill myself, you know?
It's an individual decision, but I would suggest to speak to some CNM's, ask them what their week is like, shadow them if possible, keep up to date with the issues they deal with to see if it's really for you.