I'm so sorry for your loss. <img alt="hug.gif" class="bbcode_smiley" src="http://files.mothering.com/images/smilies/hug.gif">: It's a rough initiation into a club nobody wants to join, but you're not alone. Nobody will share the exact thoughts and feelings that you do, but others (myself included) have walked this path, too, and are willing to lend an ear when/if you are ready at some point to talk.<br><br>
Grief is messy. The five or six or however many stages make a nice sitcom plot to have a character go through them linearly, but it's not like that in real life. Phases can be skipped, visited out of order, visited more than once, visited months later out of the blue.<br><br>
I pray for peace for you and your DH and your DD during this time. <img alt="hug.gif" class="bbcode_smiley" src="http://files.mothering.com/images/smilies/hug.gif">: <img alt="candle.gif" class="bbcode_smiley" src="http://files.mothering.com/images/smilies/candle.gif">: