[MommaSomeday]

And it came on the day Gideon should have turned six months old. We lost of little Butterball on Easter Sunday. I was out of town at my sister's house. We're all very sad and kinda broken. I feel like nothing but a walking talking negative statistic. Hi, my name is Rachele and I'm the 10% nobody talks about. We miss our little Butterball. I feel miserable. Hopefully, our next little one will be very sticky - I don't know if we can keep doing this and stay sane. We miss our babies.

 

[Carlyle]

I'm so sorry Rachele

 

[MI_Dawn]

so so sorry, mama...

 

[PrayinFor12]

I wish you'd been able to keep Butterball. I'm so sorry.

 

[SMR]

I'm so sorry.

 

[lisa_nc]

I am so sorry.

 

[Manessa]

I am so, so sorry

 

[btmama]

Oh, Rachele! There are no words appropriate for all that pain. I am so sorry!

 

[jess_paez]

oh no! no no no no no! i am so sorry. this shouldn't happen.

i just read your blog over the weekend. i was so excited for you guys. i am hoping along with you that your next one is sticky as well. you two will be wonderful parents. you both are tired i'm sure, but you are strong.

!!

 

[LouisianaMomma]

I am so sorry for your loss.

 

[marinak1977]

I am so so sorry....

 

[Phantaja]

It's not fair. It's just not fair. I wish you peace and healing.

 

[Amy&4girls]

I am so sorry.

 

[JayJay]

Oh Rachele, I am SO, so, so sorry. *HUGE hugs* sweetheart... XXXXXX

 

[haleyelianasmom]

I'm so sorry! Miscarriages suck on their own, let alone on such an anniversary as that. Take care.

 

[expatmommy]

That is just flat out not fair.

 

[georgia]

Oh, Rachele, I am so deeply sorry

 

[MommaSomeday]

Thanks ladies. I guess we're doing okay... just so down right now. I feel like we will never have a tiny baby of our own.

 

[btmama]

Oh, Rachele! You will! You will! Why is this part of your journey to get there? It just seems so unfair. But, you will one day have a beautiful healthy little one.

s

 

[jess_paez]

Quote:

Originally Posted by MommaSomeday Thanks ladies. I guess we're doing okay... just so down right now. I feel like we will never have a tiny baby of our own.

you will rachele! i promise!!! i truly do.

i second what btmama said. "why is this your journey?"
I have no idea...and it's sad, wrong, f'd up, and incredibly disheartening. but you will be a stronger person and you will be able to love/treat your future child more/better because of the pain it took to get there.