Oh, no <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/greensad.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="greensad"> Poor little Asher (so glad you chose that name, btw <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/love.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="love">). I know your heart must be breaking watching him struggle. DD#1 was briefly hospitalized in January for some little virus and I was terrified. I know how you feel. Sending love & light to you & Baby Asher.