Oh mamas...its been a hard pg for me so far. Mostly because of the anxiety and depression that I suffer from. Dh and I just seem so far apart...like light years. I feel like I am in constant prayer about something. I am always worried that something is wrong with the baby, or at times I feel so disconnected from the baby. I want to bond, but so many outside things keep me from having that 'us' time.: I want to cry so bad. I have a level III U/S coming up, and I am terrified. I haven't felt any definite movement yet, so everything just feels like abstract to me. And, this morning I dreamed that my placenta came out of me, but that my pg kept on. I was so scared in my dream. My NP suggested putting me back on meds, since things are getting harder for me. I just really need some encouragement here.