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I'm so sorry.

The loss of my dd occurred in 2007 as well. Time passes and it still seems like yesterday sometimes. The grief isn't as raw but it is still there.

Oh, honey, I am so so sorry. s. Thinking about you and Kaylee today.

I am so sorry.

I'm so sorry..

you will find good support here

I am so sorry for the loss of little Kaylee...

So sorry for your loss mama, Kaylee is a beautiful name.

I'm sorry for your loss.

I'm new as well and already the support has been amazing.

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I could have written this post. I thought this was supposed to get easier with time... ummm no. And sooner or later everyone starts to expect you to be getting over it and... ummm no.

Sending you all my love and warm thoughts.

Kaylee

I'm so sorry, hon.

You can see her memorial page here. http://ourangelkaylee.memory-of.com/About.aspx She was born at home. For 23 days we were over the moon. Then, one morning I found she had quit breathing in her sleep.Two hours before she had ate & seemed fine.She still had a pulse,was pink & warm when I found her. She lived for another 2 1/2 hours but, passed away at the hospital. It still seems unreal. She was so alert & never seemed sick. Not a cough, fever , or anything on her skin. I wished I had woke up sooner. She never made a sound. At first they thought it might be SIDS or a heart defect. The autopsy showed it was pneumonia caused by MRSA. They said she probably wasn't sick for long. She probably inhaled it. I didn't even know that was possible. Anyone else feel like it's a horrible nightmare they replay in their head over & over ? I just want to wake up from it all. We have since had a beautiful rainbow baby who also got MRSA. Someone close to use is probably colonized. You can be colonized & not show symptoms . He spent 3 weeks in the NICU & is now a healthy 9 1/2 month old. It's a mixed bag of feelings. I'm so glad we know what happened so my son is fine. I'm sad nobody caught it with Kaylee.