Heyyy! New mama here :0) my boy is 1mo old this week! I love the changr in my life mind body and soul! But i feel alot more paranoid now that i have something to care for! I do DIY'S and go to school online. Im from Queens, and recently moved Upstate NY to the Catskills! Omg its BEAUTIFUL hereee!! No traffic!!! I used to be a wild one. Now im completely settled down and i feel boring! Lol trying to stay in spirits about my new life, i love it! I just feeeeel so self conscious and AWKWARD! anyone else ? Its almost like my old me took off, with my personality, my memory , my attitude!