I'll be 17 weeks tomorrow with #1 and I am just not sure yet. . .I think I have felt some movements, but can't decide yet whether I am just confusing it with other belly twitches. So I hear ya! I really want to get to the point where I feel it regularly and know for sure its baby. I have that first-time wondering and doubting. And I have no idea where my placenta is. But I'll just be super happy to hear the heartbeat again next week. . .seems like its been so long!