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so if anyone is up and wants to console a neurotic nutjob heres your chance!<br><br>
my bf and i got into the most absurd fight on the planet today and i think he is now breaking up with me. he wont return my calls. he agreed to watch ds tomorrow so i could go to ds's parent teacher conference, and so i left the billionth message going---i guess you arent watching ds for me---and so he finally called back a little while ago and said he doesnt want to talk to me but he will watch ds.<br><br>
to that i responded but i dont even know what is going on right now. i cant just hand you my kid tomorrow not understanding what is even going through your head. you know that. so you should have just called to say you arent watching him.<br><br>
he said OK. and repeated he isnt going to talk to me. and then he hung up on me.<br><br>
i am utterly a mess. you know why? cuz i am dating a 22 year old and now everyone in the world can go <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/lol.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="lol"> "i told you so!"<br><br>
i cant even call my best friend cuz she is skeptical. i felt even like not posting here but i am running out of crap to read on this board and there is no way i am sleeping. this is my lifeline righ tnow.<br><br>
this is just triggering my panic. i am so sad. i am trying to stay rational but its just fading. i try to get off the computer and shut off the light and sleep. but then i just start crying and freaking out.<br><br>
what the heck do i do.
 

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no advice, but wish i could help you.
 

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what did you fight about?<br><br>
i could tell you jokes. or you could read the toilet paper thread. i just read all. eight. pages. cuz i am SO lame.<br><br>
or we could talk about our favorite smileys. i like the bumwaggle, and the one that licks it's own face off.
 

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<img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="/img/vbsmilies/smilies/hug2.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="Hug2"> I'm so sorry about your night.
 

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<img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="/img/vbsmilies/smilies/hug2.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="Hug2"> I am so sorry. <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/greensad.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="greensad"> Just think "down the road" and picture yourself and dc in a strong, healthy, spot.
 

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I'll refrain from name calling in case things work out (and to avoid a UA Violation) but poopoo head comes to mind, dang it. I'm sorry <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/greensad.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="greensad"><img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.mothering.com/discussions/images/smilies/hug.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="hug">
 

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hope you're catchin some sleep and not <img alt="" class="inlineimg" src="/img/vbsmilies/smilies/gloomy.gif" style="border:0px solid;" title="Gloomy">:
 

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hey guys<br><br>
well shortly after i posted that a friend of mine called which was fortunate...she was up late worrying about her job...so that distraced me and then at some point i simply went to sleep. i think i put on the tv. man, i think i have my anxiety issues under control but certain things, like bf not returning calls over somethign dumb, totally freak me out. like if someone else is being irrational, and i cant explain the behavior in my own mind, i just assume really bad stuff is happening.<br><br>
he was just mad though and wanted a break. yes, i think that is a poop head way of taking a break, but whatever. he wasnt thinking he wanted to break up..<br><br>
our fight was over me forgeting my debit card, believe it or not. i forget thigns alot but he has never been irritated or put off by it and really basically seems to accept my idiosynchrocies. anyway he was frustrated cuz he usualyl buys me lunch at school which is wonderful of him, so i wanted to take him to lunch. theres a cheap burrito place off campus so we didnt have alot of time and we headed over there. then i discovered i had no money. the whole ordeal took 10 min away from his 45 min break but he was irritated nonetheless. so then i got mad, and said something like OH YEAH YOU TRY TO BE A SINGLE MOM AND GO TO SCHOOL<br>
and he called me a martyr<br><br>
and we parted ways<br><br>
and then i wrote him a mean note and left it at his house<br><br>
etc.<br><br>
we were both being poopoos<br><br>
we made up though. i need to not care if someone is mad at me , so much. i really need to stop freaking out like that, and decide everything is over. i was MAJORLY defensive about being a mom and him not understanding. knowing him is teaching me how much i really need to keep that stuff in check , though. he wasnt thinking about breaking up, or even that i was stupid. he was just mad and wanted some time to himself. but he could have told me that! but whatever. its more than fine now again. relationships, esp when new, are a little bit hard!
 
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