I feel the same way from time to time. On tough days when he's reverting to all the old behaviors that had seemed to be improving, or just when I 'm stressed out. But all in all, he's doing great and I know he's going to be OK no matter what.
It's natural and normal to have doubts and be afraid. I worry a lot that I'll be in my 70s caring for Elijah, then he goes and does something amazing like trying to play a piano and doing a pretty tune and exclaiming, "That's Yuv-yee, Music Yuv-Yee!"...and I know there is going to be a place for him somewhere in society.
It's natural and normal to have doubts and be afraid. I worry a lot that I'll be in my 70s caring for Elijah, then he goes and does something amazing like trying to play a piano and doing a pretty tune and exclaiming, "That's Yuv-yee, Music Yuv-Yee!"...and I know there is going to be a place for him somewhere in society.