I had ppd with my 1st and 2nd, I think I'm getting it again
I'm starting to see some of the signs, not wanting to go out, feeling like crying, feeling like a bad mother, checking on breathing if a baby has been sleeping for awhile, feeling like something might happen to them. I don't feel like this a lot and I'm not sure if it the start of ppd or if its just the stress of having premature twins, having a c/s and them having to stay in the nicu for awhile.
I'd like to think that its ppd starting up and these are just normal reactions to the stress I've gone through for a few weeks. On the other side though, one twin has been from 3 weeks and the other 2. My dh has been doing "night duty" with both babies for at least 1/2 the night and for the 2nd 1/2 I only get one baby so I've been getting a good amount of sleep. As far as anyone knows both babies are perfectly healthy, they're both gaining weight and everything look good. So I don't really have a reason to worry that something is going to happen to them.
My zoloft question. I took zoloft and klonpin after my daughter was born for ppd and it worked well. My dh and therapist both think it would be a good idea if I went on it again if I start showing signs of ppd. The social worker at the hospital thought I should go on it right away as a prevenative measure. Now I forget who told me or where I read it, but, something about not taking zoloft when breastfeeding until the baby was 3mths old, becuase of the brain developing.
Is that true? My babies were born at 34wks so I want to make extra sure that if I do take anything its safe. I waited until my dd was 3mths old to take the zoloft becuase of this (I think it was her ped that told me) My dh wants me to take it right away if I start showing signs becuase he says he "cannot go through that again" and its not fair to the kids.
Anyone have an advice?

I'd like to think that its ppd starting up and these are just normal reactions to the stress I've gone through for a few weeks. On the other side though, one twin has been from 3 weeks and the other 2. My dh has been doing "night duty" with both babies for at least 1/2 the night and for the 2nd 1/2 I only get one baby so I've been getting a good amount of sleep. As far as anyone knows both babies are perfectly healthy, they're both gaining weight and everything look good. So I don't really have a reason to worry that something is going to happen to them.
My zoloft question. I took zoloft and klonpin after my daughter was born for ppd and it worked well. My dh and therapist both think it would be a good idea if I went on it again if I start showing signs of ppd. The social worker at the hospital thought I should go on it right away as a prevenative measure. Now I forget who told me or where I read it, but, something about not taking zoloft when breastfeeding until the baby was 3mths old, becuase of the brain developing.
Is that true? My babies were born at 34wks so I want to make extra sure that if I do take anything its safe. I waited until my dd was 3mths old to take the zoloft becuase of this (I think it was her ped that told me) My dh wants me to take it right away if I start showing signs becuase he says he "cannot go through that again" and its not fair to the kids.
Anyone have an advice?