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Originally Posted by Liba613 View Post
Some days I want to sling him and cuddle him and hold him tight despite his grunting and complaining and some days I just let him be happy and sleep soundly in his bassinette and I really miss him. I am still mourning my healthy newborn and if I wasn't pumping and providing Avraham Chaim with milk I think I would be praying hard for another baby so I could have my babymoon and my nursling. It isn't that I don't love and appreciate my baby but I feel very empty, like something is missing. I really wish he needed me.
This is how I felt with my 33 week preemie after I brought him home (except he was nursing) I just felt minimal connection with him, and I was so sad about it. I had never met a baby who was happy to just lay there and fall asleep. I'm sorry
 
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