[Mama~Love]

<img alt="mecry.gif" class="bbcode_smiley" src="http://files.mothering.com/images/smilies/mecry.gif"> I should be hugely pregnant, I should be having a baby anytime now, I should be nesting. But I'm not. I'm empty. I'm still so sad, still don't know why my baby was taken from me when s/he was loved so, so much. It's not fair. I don't know how to cope sometimes. My EDD was December 11th, and I don't know how I'm going to handle that day.<br><br>

 

[KristaDJ]

<p><span><img alt="hug.gif" src="http://files.mothering.com/images/smilies/hug.gif"> I am so, so sorry mama. Those dates are so hard to handle; I hope that you find something to warm your heart on that day and something to help you feel connected to your baby.</span></p>

 

[cappuccinosmom]

<p><span><img alt="hug.gif" src="http://files.mothering.com/images/smilies/hug.gif" style="width:22px;height:15px;"></span></p>

 

[swede]

<p>I'm sorry.  Be gentle with yourself in the coming weeks.</p>

 

[Mama~Love]

Thanks y'all. There's some things I want to do, like finish up the memory box, sew a stocking, and make an ornament for the tree. I'm thinking about having the kids make something, or color a picture if they want as well.

 

[Wendlynnn]

<p>I'm so sorry. I know how you feel. <span><img alt="hug.gif" src="http://files.mothering.com/images/smilies/hug.gif"> you're not alone!</span></p>

 

[rareimer]

<p>gentle hugs.  i hate that empty feeling.</p>

 

[apmama07]

<p><span><img alt="hug2.gif" src="http://files.mothering.com/images/smilies/hug2.gif">I know how you feel....My due date for the first loss was Dec 11th too, and I was feeling ok about it, like it was going to be softened by being pregnant again at least. But now I will likely be miscarrying by then....So I'll be here with you that day.</span></p>