I'm coming to realize my depression is seasonal. During March - August I have some rough weeks, but nothing like sept - feb. However, I THINK this is mainly because all the bad things in my life have happened during this season. I have a feeling of anxiety, based on past occurances that something new and bad will be waiting for me in this time. I have a reliving of all the past events, like 'anniversaries' of all the bad things and feelings. Now for the meds, I don't know if I should cover up this depression with meds. I kind of feel like I need to grieve and deal with my pain (although I am not dealing with it well). But the depression is really disrupting my life and I can't lock myself in a room for half the year!! I guess I'm looking to get some different perspectives / opinions of my situation. Thanks!!