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im so stupid and selfish!!today when my 9 month old wanted to wake up in the morning i was soooooo tired that i practically forced her to go back to sleep by forceful cuddleing she wasnt crying but she was trying to get up, i really hate myself for doing this, ive done it 3 or 4 times before!! it's almost like im not thinking straight because i just woke up... i didnt feel angry at her just tired like i couldnt move.i dont even care if i get flamed cuz i deserve it, i have no reason to stick up for myself, i dont know how to make up to my dd for doing this... then yesterday my 2 year old grabbed my dd 9 months face and was scratching at her eyes and i pushed my 2 year old over on the couch, not hard just enough to make her move.... what should i do?? my poor kids!! im a monster!!!