hugs to you mama! such a trying time for both mama and son. difficult as it is to bear while it lasts, this too shall pass. meantime, see if DH can help in any way in the limited time he has. someone mentioned cloth diapers, i don't know if at this time you can deal with the somewhat additional work that involves. do what you have to and no more. you sound like a very caring and conscientious person, and i am hoping this tough phase resolves soon. hang in there. sending good wishes your way. let us know how it is going.