This has been a rather stressful pregnancy, emotionally wise. Some good stresses, like our move from Texas to NH. But then my SIL got pregnant, and I'm sad that I won't get to be there to share with her IRL. We have always talked about our kids playing together.
Then my dog got really sick and died.I still miss him. Then my other SIL was diagnosed with uterine cancer. Then just last Thursday one of my good friends was killed in a wreck. I won't get to go to the funeral. It was to short notice to contact my midwife and then find a flight out to Texas. When I found out my friend died I just cried and cried to the point of shaking. I even started having contractions that wouldn't stop. I couldn't relax and I was tense the whole weekend. I'm feeling better now, but my heart still hurts.
Then my dog got really sick and died.