This has been a rather stressful pregnancy, emotionally wise. Some good stresses, like our move from Texas to NH. But then my SIL got pregnant, and I'm sad that I won't get to be there to share with her IRL. We have always talked about our kids playing together.
Then my dog got really sick and died.
I still miss him. Then my other SIL was diagnosed with uterine cancer. Then just last Thursday one of my good friends was killed in a wreck. I won't get to go to the funeral. It was to short notice to contact my midwife and then find a flight out to Texas. When I found out my friend died I just cried and cried to the point of shaking. I even started having contractions that wouldn't stop. I couldn't relax and I was tense the whole weekend. I'm feeling better now, but my heart still hurts.
Then my dog got really sick and died.
