My first u/s is tomorrow at 9:00am (PST) and normally I wouldn't even do one. My last pregnancy I wasn't going to do one and I decided at 11.5 weeks to just "check on things". I ended going in to find the baby died some time the week before and because I was bit farther along the OB wanted to do a D&C. He literally walked us from the u/s room to outpatient services and fit us in between patients. It was probably the worst thing that has ever happened to me (and DH). I get sick when I think about going back there tomorrow... I'm also worried that if we do see a HB tomorrow, what's to stop this baby from dying a few weeks from now too?
I need some calming vibes to try and get through this day, I'm just a mess
I need some calming vibes to try and get through this day, I'm just a mess