Wow you have a lot on your plate right now!! I am so sorry for loss and that you were assaulted!I was a little over 12 weeks and I am still very angry too. Stupid things really like the fact that I had to go through all that morning sickness and exhaustion for nothing. I know petty but it is still something I am dealing with. I have been getting super frustrated with my kids for no good reason and I know its left over rage boiling in my veins. I don't know what to tell you except know that you are not alone.