I think people at my grocery store have probably wondered if I'm having some sort of breakdown. I'm finally starting to emerge from the m/s, but for the past 8 weeks or so, anytime I've been in the food store I hurry around talking to myself:
"Okay, bread, bread, you can buy bread, it's okay, it's okay, you can do it, there's the bread, don't look at the other stuff, just get the bread, you did it, you can do it, now eggs, don't think about the eggs, just get them, there's the yogurt, can I eat yogurt, no, forget the yogurt, find something else, it's okay, it's okay, sauerkraut, that's sour, that's good, that's good..."
I just mutter to myself incessantly in the store, in one constant stream-of-consciousness attempt to actually be able to buy food. It's funny, because I never have any intention of saying anything out loud, but it just happens, and if I try to stop talking, I feel like I'm going to have to abandon the cart and leave without buying anything.