-Sigh- I hate to take a break from the DDC and MDC in general, but I think it's best for my sanity. Anxiety with this pregnancy is literally killing me. Each time I read a thread about something that could possibly be bad I consult Dr. Google. (My OB is about to beat me, I think. Lol. She's certain the baby is fine; I just get overly paranoid. I mean, hey, we even heard the HB at around 10 weeks on a doppler and the OB wasn't even expecting that.) I attribute alot of this to the AFP test I had done with DD2 and receiving not only a false positive, but a very high chance/odds of having the most severe Trisomy and having to undergo a battery of unnecessary genetic testing). I REALLY wish now I had never had this test as it is making this pregnancy an emotional hell and if I conceive in the future, I believe it will affect them too. So, until after my anatomy scan at 18-20 weeks and hopefully receiving the okay, I plan on staying away. I will miss you guys.
But right now I must take care of myself and eliminate as much stress as possible. So, here's to a healthy pregnancy and baby to all of us. And I will return once I can put my mind at ease.


